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| digital photo collages from christmas eve, chrstmas day, boxing day and then the end of the year. |
2025 was the year i got a part-time job and it used up the small amount of energy i have and everything else about me got lost.
i think i'm being a little overdramatic but that's fine, it's allowed sometimes. have a wallow. so long as you don't get carried away with it. don't focus on the negative version and give it any more power than it has anyway. pat it on the head and let it run it's course.
i'm struggling with job and winter but i'm paying attention to it and working on balance and i'm ok. also this year we adopted an old man baby rat boy. i love him so much.
no resolutions for the new year, i'll save that for spring and for now i will concentrate on being kind and gentle to myself and having as much nice fun creative time as i can.